Wanting to feel at home wherever you are…

I wanted to share with you poetry that I’ve created in the midst of what I can only call a deepening acceptance of myself and where I am at.

This I pray will help you to feel that whatever you are going through today, in this moment that you are connected and held by the cradle of the universe.

I want to escape this feeling

I’m addicted to healing

Like a crack addict addicted to the pipe

I go to you for my hit

My hit of your love

It’s what keeps me from the illusions of the fantasy

The fantasy that is this reality

A hit of your love

I’m not proud of it

Ashamed that I am unable to live with myself

Afraid of myself

Even wanting to avoid myself

I create distractions and noise

To keep me from hearing myself

To keep me from seeing myself

Because is hurts to feel what I’m feeling

Like I am unable to handle it

Like a fire burning me from the inside

Flooding my every thought

Filling me with overwhelming sadness

That I truly want to come home to myself

Big love,

Shaylin x