Lesson 9 – I see nothing as it is

Text: It is difficult to the untrained mind that what it seems to picture is not there. Each small step will clear a little of the darkness away and understanding will finally come to lighten every corner of the mind that has been cleared of the debris that darkens it

Learning: So today this particular lesson spun my head like a spinning top. I really would do the exercises from the lesson and it would boggle my mind. It couldn’t conceive of what was happening. It attempted to figure out what was going on and it simply couldn’t. Sleep deprivation also played a part today for it being challenging with both kids being extremely demanding in different ways. Emme being the social butterfly started 4 year old kinder and was extremely tired and Sage finding her voice and being quite vocal when she didn’t like something which was every time I wasn’t paying her attention or playing. In the moments where I did do the exercises when I did when I said “I don’t see this watering can as it is now”. It was almost like reality become malleable, flexible and there was a time even for a second where reality was there and not there at the same time. I experienced the duality of the moment, the forever NOW.

With time,

Shaylin